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I have worked so hard to manifest a "beautiful life". There were many times I wanted to quit. Many times I felt like a failure and wanted to give up. Many times, I actually gave up. But I always came back to the life I wanted to create. Reaffirming my visions, wants and desires. What else was there to do? I can't very well lie down and give up on life. So each time I hit the bottom, I tirelessly rolled over and stood back up.
Now, like a ship emerging from the fog. Slowly, I see things falling into place. I know the life I envisioned is being created. The Universe is lining things up. The ship in the fog is carrying my "beautiful life" in it's hull, much like a treasure. I don't want to wait! I want to run out into the waves. I want to swim into the fog to get to my "beautiful life" faster. But I know in doing so, I would get lost in the fog and run the risk of losing the ship and my "beautiful life".
I must wait patiently, on the shore, for the ship to fully emerge and deliver my "beautiful life". I will wait in Joy and anticipation that it will finally be mine. I will relax in the waiting. I am calm. I am focused. I do the things I must to prepare for the arrival of my "beautiful life".
I have not forgotten that my "beautiful life" is not a destination. It is a really big celeration on my journey. My journey has taken me through a really dark period where I learned a lot about myself and lots of lessons were learned.. Now the darkness is over and I'm preparing for the rest of my journey. One in which I choose joy, laughter and love.
And I know there will be more darkness again. But I also know that my Treasure Ship will always emerge from the fog.