I have been away for some time.  One would hope that in the time I have been away, I was enjoying my newly manifested "beautiful life".  Sadly, this was hardly the case.  My life has spiraled desperately out of control.  In a strange twist of fate, I hit rock bottom and have not been able to find anyone in the medical community who is able to help.  Either due to insurance restrictions or simply not understanding what I am crying out for.  Finally, my primary care doctor summed it up in one statement as I was leaving his office this morning.  "You need to quit doing these things to yourself."


I know what needs to be done.  I minored in psychology.  I know the proverbial "error of my ways".  My thinking is not flawed to the extent that I cannot see the writing on the wall.


This will be an interesting process, which I plan on chronicling here in this blog space.


This one thing I need to do is to stop sabotaging my life and myself.  I need to be good to myself and love myself. I need to be grateful for what I do have and appreciative of all of those in my life. 


Right now I am my own worse enemy.  


I am becoming my own best friend!



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