conscious wellbeing for ourselves & our world
I have been away for some time. One would hope that in the time I have been away, I was enjoying my newly manifested "beautiful life". Sadly, this was hardly the case. My life has spiraled desperately out of control. In a strange twist of fate, I hit rock bottom and have not been able to find anyone in the medical community who is able to help. Either due to insurance restrictions or simply not understanding what I am crying out for. Finally, my primary care doctor summed it up in one statement as I was leaving his office this morning. "You need to quit doing these things to yourself."
I know what needs to be done. I minored in psychology. I know the proverbial "error of my ways". My thinking is not flawed to the extent that I cannot see the writing on the wall.
This will be an interesting process, which I plan on chronicling here in this blog space.
This one thing I need to do is to stop sabotaging my life and myself. I need to be good to myself and love myself. I need to be grateful for what I do have and appreciative of all of those in my life.
Right now I am my own worse enemy.
I am becoming my own best friend!