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Today I am "breaking free". I am no longer hiding behind my guilt and shame. I am doing everything in my power to fix things with my boys. What I have done is in my past. I am focused now on my future with my boys. How was I to know that when I moved out of the house, my x would keep me from my boys for three LONG years. I had no idea, the guilt and shame this would cause me.
I am leaving that guilt and shame behind. No matter what lies ahead, it can be no worse than the three years of hell I have endured. I am at the absolute bottom. There is no where to go but up. It can only get better.
This has taught me that I AM a survivor. This has also taught me to take nothing for granted. You must go through the bad to realize when you have the good. The good is coming. And although it may get ugly, I will rise above and be calm and focused.
I am envisioning a peaceful resolution. But no matter how it goes down, I will chose peace at all times.
So today I am "Breaking Free" of all the guilt, shame, fear, and hurt.
Today I am "Free and Powerful. I now allow myself to enjoy this freedom and power.