conscious wellbeing for ourselves & our world
I have been away for some time. One would hope that in the time I have been away, I was enjoying my newly manifested "beautiful life". Sadly, this was hardly the case. My life has spiraled desperately out of control. In a strange twist of fate, I hit rock bottom and have not been able to find anyone in the…Continue
Added by Time 4 Fun on April 4, 2012 at 5:17pm — No Comments
I have worked so hard to manifest a "beautiful life". There were many times I wanted to quit. Many times I felt like a failure and wanted to give up. Many times, I actually gave up. But I always came back to the life I wanted to create. Reaffirming my visions, wants and desires. What else was there to do? I can't very well lie down and give up on life. …Continue
Added by Time 4 Fun on May 10, 2011 at 2:01pm — No Comments
This is going to be my best year EVER! I can feel it!
When journaling this morning, I wrote "I'm on the verge of something wonderful" and this song came to…Continue
Added by Time 4 Fun on January 1, 2011 at 2:01pm — No Comments
Og Mandigo's Scroll II from the "Greatest Secret in the World"
Working my way through this book in…Continue
As I sit here alone on Thanksgiving Day, I am reflecting, recharging, and rejoicing.
Since I divorced a little over three years ago, the holidays have been a particularly painful time for me. This season will be different.
When I chose to end my 15 year union, I had visions of a new and beautiful life for myself. I had a picture in my mind's eye of how it was to play out. All I have experienced since…Continue
Added by Time 4 Fun on November 25, 2010 at 2:42pm — No Comments
Make peacefulness your highest priority. Commit to taking steps to ensure peace of mind, and take those steps without delay.
Peace of mind isn't something you have to earn or acquire, since your true self is already peaceful. Instead, it requires being like a sculptor with a block of marble, who works with this material until…Continue
Having consulted my "cards" for an area to focus on today, I drew the same card that I drew yesterday and often times in the past.
I think the nature spirits are conveying something loud and clear.…Continue
I have been plagued by nightmares the past week or so. Coming to the realization that the romantic relationship I was in had turned destructive and was taking a measurable toll on me emotionally and psychologically..... I decided to walk away yesterday.
I had the sweetest dream last night.…Continue
Added by Time 4 Fun on September 9, 2010 at 2:10pm — No Comments
I am finally letting go of a damaging relationship. The relationship itself is beautiful and the man is definately as close to a soul mate as one can get. However, it (the relationship) has stripped my self esteem and caused me incredible pain.
So I surrender to the Universe.
I am moving on.
No dramatic final blow-up. Just a simple act of fading away.
I am too special to give myself…Continue
So this is how I feel this morning. I am overwhelmed. I feel like I am drowning in clutter and overwhelmed by missed deadlines (both at home and at work).
I have (am) reading books on organization, effectiveness, meditation, healthy living. And here I sit on the edge of my life. Like trying to jump into a game of "double dutch"…Continue
Embarking on a journey to spend more time with my boys by getting to have them with me every other week, I have become paralyzed my fear. The legal path has already been initiated, and now it is a waiting game. The waiting is hard, and after 13 years of mental abuse, makes me physically ill.
My fairy card today speaks of letting…Continue
Today (and every day going forward) it is safe for me to be powerful! I have all the power of the Universe flowing through me and supporting me.
I now allow myself to experience and express my true power. It is safe for me to be powerful.
My power comes from a…Continue
Today I am "breaking free". I am no longer hiding behind my guilt and shame. I am doing everything in my power to fix things with my boys. What I have done is in my past. I am focused now on my future with my boys. How was I to know that when I moved out of the house, my x would keep me from my boys for three LONG years. I had no idea, the guilt and shame this would cause me.…Continue
Feeling quite overwhelmed in my life today..... I took a step back. I needed a plan. I feel like my life is in Chaos most of the time. So instead of going into work today, to play catch up. I decided to take the day completely off (the only day off I would have this week). I curled up in bed and went through my emails (2000 in my inbox!), and two organization books (one home and one time…Continue
Added by Time 4 Fun on January 31, 2010 at 4:19am — No Comments