Firstlove's Blog (6)

Not so good today

Yes, it’s been a long road, getting from there to here and it’s been a tiring walk at times which has caused me to stop and rest awhile along the way. Some of the rest stops have lingered too long and the memories of harsher times float past begging me to emotionally participate once again.

As I decide to not give in to downhill days, I lift myself up and resume position.

I sing and dance when not in the rest stop area and tell myself that I am healed, I have control, and I have… Continue

Added by firstlove on March 13, 2009 at 1:44am — 1 Comment

Merry Jingle Bells everyone

Meri Kirihimete/Merry… Continue

Added by firstlove on December 24, 2008 at 1:00pm — No Comments

Well its Christmas Eve here in New Zealand

... that should help some get the time zone in perceptive - as I get a lot of questions about that.

Anyway, Merry Christmas folks - be happy, be generous with your love, be grateful,
be ready for a new year ahead and most of all, be safe.

Added by firstlove on December 23, 2008 at 8:21pm — 1 Comment

Dear gratitude journal

Today my eyes of gratitude are on my little brother Joby.

He is a driving force in my life, a love that is just ‘a given’ nothing that I have to think about or question.

I just KNOW he is there for me and shares his caring in the best ways he knows how.

He is a ‘man’s man’ so when he does something like take the time to write me a birthday poem, which he said took him months *whispers* and didn’t even rhythm…

I know that he has put all… Continue

Added by firstlove on December 16, 2008 at 9:00pm — 2 Comments

Some tools to my healing

My healing has been a long journey and because my awareness, attitude and levels of need have changed through this process, I have found many forms of tools that have aided my along this path.

Initially, it was a book and work book entitled: The Courage to Heal, A Guide for Women Survivors of Child Sexual Abuse (first published in 1988) a book written by Ellen Bass and Laura Davis, ...

This book helped me through some very intense healing and I think back then it was a… Continue

Added by firstlove on December 13, 2008 at 5:37pm — No Comments

I'm turning my blog into my gratitude journal

Starting with my Mum, she is no longer here with me today, and I feel this heaviness in my heart, the heaviness is caused by loss, by yearning, by missing.

If I look into myself, I find a band aide. A sticky piece of tatty band aide, that is lovingly holding my heart together.

Mum if I could ask you a question today it would be, that if dreams are nothing more… Continue

Added by firstlove on December 12, 2008 at 1:05pm — No Comments is an online global community creating personal freedom and conscious wellbeing for ourselves and our world



 May we be at peace
May our hearts stay open
May we remember the light of our own true nature
May we and all beings be completely healed

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