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To be accepting of my limitations and allow myself to heal, to let go of my fear and move forward
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50 yr old widda woman with three sons and two grandkids. I used to have a sense of humour, used to be fun but I've been a deflated of late. I started my journey to rediscovering my spirituality a few years ago which helped with coming to terms with losing my beloved but then my own brush with the grim reaper sport of knocked me back a bit.

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its in the post

Finally, my submission for the craft magazine is all finished. It feels so good to get it finally on its way. Soo good to be finally back doing something that I love. I slipped very easily back into creating something from start to finish, enjoyed thoroughly the feel of threads and fabric in my fingers, the excitement of watching each component of the design come to life, the losing myself in the gentle too-ing and fro-ing of the needle, the sitting down at the computer and writing out all the… Continue

Posted on September 21, 2009 at 6:10pm


Today a strange thing happened. I was up the mountain visiting a friend and decided to visit the library there and since all our shires have amalgamated you can use any library you like as its all computerised. Its in the lovely old school of arts building and has real atmosphere so I thought I would visit and see what they had. I chose my books and went to the desk to check my books out. The librarian swiped my card. Then she said "Oh, you have expired", she didn't say my card needed renewing,… Continue

Posted on September 21, 2009 at 5:01am — 1 Comment

today ........

Today I feel strangely at peace with the world. I was going to try and please all people today, go to a garden show with a friend, go and help out in a friends shop, accept an invite out, I have to do this, I have to do that, I have to go there or here. so many things I needed to get done today.........

But then I thought, NO, i don't have to do any of these things. So I spent an enjoyable few hours pottering in my craft room working on a new design, I tidied up after myself and then… Continue

Posted on September 19, 2009 at 12:38am — 1 Comment

Aug 27th

Today I had to see a pyschologist to see if I was ready to go out into the real world and get a job. I was doing fine until she asked "How are you mentally, how are you really doing" I really was fine, but the floodgates opened and no I was not fine. In her opinion I am not quite ready. This damm diabetes on top of everything else. I was in control (theres that control issue again) until it reared its ugly head.

Well I'm off for a spot of retail therapy tonight - late-night shopping, only… Continue

Posted on August 27, 2009 at 1:25am

control issues

Wow, the universe has given me another wake-up call.

I received a channelled message from a site I subscribe to where I was told I had in the past had control issues. One of my boys had said the same thing. Then I read Alun JOnes blog and all of a sudden it became clear.

Yes, I did try to control situations, I refused to ask for help when caring for my sick husband because well, if I was in control then things would be done right and also because it kept my mind busy. I… Continue

Posted on August 25, 2009 at 6:00pm — 2 Comments

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At 2:44pm on August 7, 2009, Alexa said…
Hi Jan, how are you? thinking of you and sending you this message today... have missed you! xoxo

There is no one on this planet like you. You are special, you are awesome. You rock and you shine!

Here is a short film for you to enjoy. Please take 15 minutes today to enjoy it. and... consider yourself Validated!

You rock, you shine, you're wonderful!
At 2:17pm on March 3, 2009, Bridget Ann Orman said…

just dropped by to say hello
At 10:09am on January 12, 2009, Bridget Ann Orman said…
have agreat week

At 5:10pm on January 11, 2009, searcher said…
Last night, I was thinking back to a life drawing class way back in 1973, in my mind for some reason I changed the figure I had drawn to an angel and next to the angel was the world.
So you can imagine my surprise when I logged on this morning and saw this piccy. My angel was male and naked which is the only diference.
At 11:02am on January 11, 2009, Alexa said…

Hi Jan. Have a wonderful day! Thinking of you. xoxo Alexa
At 7:33am on January 9, 2009, PaulWestmerland said…
Hey SuperSTAR,
Hope you are feeling Great --- the Video add is a Simple Prayer ---
and......just to BE ... clear...
The last statement actually refers to the Law of Transformation ---Example - cells dying to re-generate new.
Universal Love Peace & Harmony
At 10:58am on December 30, 2008, PaulWestmerland said…
Will get you on your toes!
Start off by singing LOUDLY in the bath,...
Hugs of Love & Light
At 3:52pm on December 29, 2008, Bridget Ann Orman said…

At 11:32am on November 30, 2008, Eric said…
Holy cow! I just read your story on the introduction page. I think today, you're my personal hero for getting through all that and maintaining a grateful attitude. Thanks for sharing your story. Do Australians really talk about "Shrimp on the barbe?"
At 11:25am on November 30, 2008, Eric said…
I see your sense of humor. It hasn't gone far. Namaste. is an online global community creating personal freedom and conscious wellbeing for ourselves and our world



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