To grow with unfolding awareness of my soul in each passing moment. The patterns and habits of (my) Ego is perhaps the greatest challenge to recovery. The end goal is for my "I or soulself" to be fully present in each moment!
A Little about my life so far
I decided to enter this life as an Aquarian with many Gemini traits. My north node is in Leo, which is my soul path .... and I have to say that this has caused my personality some considerable soul searching.
Living life consciously in each moment is my greatest challenge. Learning to trust my expanding intuition has also been an interesting journey which is continuous and exciting. I went through a phase of "mind over feeling" ... and there is nothing like getting side-tracked down a hole in the ground from time to time ..... painful!
I have spent many years teaching design and learning to express my creativity through encouraging others to do the same.
It all starts with the need to find out more and that is what I did...I read extensively, joined yoga and meditation classes, organised courses into self discovery and so on ...... chasing the ellusive "I". I even studied Traditional Chinese Medicine and started up a College in Christchurch New Zealand ..... but although I find I have healing abilities, I realized that I was not destined to be a practitioner this life .... it seems I had done it all before.
Eventually I discovered that the ellusive self was only a breath away ... in the space between the thoughts, breaths, milliseconds ... waiting patiently for me to come home.
And so now I spend a great deal of my time inspiring others to stop chasing their "stuff" and simply fall into themselves. In dong this I remember to "be" who I am.