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Welcome to you both. I am new here myself, and in recovery from Chron's Disease and Bi Polar Disorder and CO-dependency. Its a much longer journey than I thought it would be. I made a realization today that I had been hoping to return to my spiritual home in order to return to unconditional love. And it dawned on me that I do not have to die in order to return "home" but that "home' is a place inside of myself, and this is the journey I am on. To recover I must return to the center of my being or my spiritual home where unconditional love is its very being, and it is only through communion with my spirit (otherwise known as the holy spirit), that this can be achieved. MY spirit is my guide and instead of insisting on being in control of this journey I must surrender to MY spirit and she along with the help of my angels will lead me to my "home" and back to where God resides in my soul, where I can remember who I truly am, a spiritual being filled with love. Once I remember this and let go of all that has been holding me back there is nothing that I can not achieve and with God and My spirit and My angels as my guideposts miracles will be a daily ocurrence. So i have decided that since I have already asked for a miracle recovery and for the abundance and joy that are my birthright, to get out of my own way so to speak and surrender this all to my spirit and my angels and GOD, and observe as my miracles begin to reshape my life to one of abundance, joy and unconditional love. I need no proof of this for I fully believe and have faith that GOD inside me will bring me back to love and provide for my every need. It took a stripping away of all my "baggage", my fears, my paranoia, and a stripping of all those things i cherish like health, family, my car and work in order for me to come down onto my knees and beg for the help of God. And instead of getting back up today i choose to stay down in the center of love and let God decide the course of my life, God truly has me in his hands and I know he will either carry me or teach me to fly, either way though I know in my very core that life will be nothing short of miraculous for me from here on in and love will be pouring out of me. And in this way I will reshape both my own destiny and be a beacon of light for others on this journey, to assist where I can, to learn where I can and to love at all times.

This sounds like a wonderful place to come and heal. I have had a fractured femur for 7 years and through my 12 surgeries to get it right I have had a tremendous amount of struggle trying to stay positive and see the lesson I am supposed to be learning through all of this. It has been very difficult and I have done a lot of reading, studying, praying and trying to connect with others who are suffering. I am grateful to Alexa for starting this website. I have also been on the boundless living challenge, and Laws of Attraction site these are all very wonderful places. Much Success and Abundance to you all
Paula



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